This is so Random

6:12 a.m. April 01 and I woke up crying. I dreamed a dream about this guy whom I like since high school. It was very beautiful dream though. We end up liking each other (LOL!). We even had a date (I mean we are like riding on a boat!?) It’s really weird on my part. I keep asking myself “Is this part of April Fool’s Day since today is April 01?”. But it was awesome! Haha.. Ever had that feeling of having a butterfly on your stomach. . Yes! Today is April 01, but I cried to death when I woke up realizing that I LOVE him? Isn't it weird because I like him since high school and until now, I really like him SO MUCH. But I don’t even know WHERE THE HELL IS HE NOW? I just don’t know! I don’t know what to do! I freaking' love him.

Okay, I will share a bit of him. Uhm, where do I start? I’ll just skip high school days. So, last year, I mean, last last year so that was 2011, he chatted me on Facebook and asking me some blah-blah-blah until he asked my number and I give him that. But I felt sad when he gave that number to someone and without even a word, I DIDN'T HEARD OF HIM ANYMORE! That was painful on my part (I have a heart! Lol) But I still love him though.